Monday, October 12, 2009

How could you be so heartless?

Perhaps not the ideal title but thats what on my ipod at the moment. Thats the best title I can name this blog. On top of the fact that it is a cold and gloomy , I have to put up with peoples crap. Having them expect for me to shut my mouth and not stand up for myself. There is no way that I will shed tears and keep how I feel inside, much less my thoughts to myself. I am not here to pump your ego. I am not here to sugar coat things. I am not here to be the person you want me to only at your convenience. Whether you like it or not "I will" tell you how it is. You have two choices, stay or walk away, Just remember that whatever choice you make it's YOUR choice. I think I have been clear enough, vulnerable enough and definitely patient enough.

"How could you be so Dr. Evil, you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...I decided we weren't gon' speak so.."

I can be the sweetest girl but when I am mad, I am MAD! Kind of like when you see cartoons and anger rises up and you see steam coming out of the cartoons ear. Well something similar to that. It's as if something boils up inside me and I turn into "the green monster". Dr.Evil? HAHA! Thats me! If people would only shut up though and listen. If people would stop being so stupid and look at the good things starring them in the face. I guess it's trues what they say though (people like tough love). 

I've had my share of crap though. Enough is enough. If you want to go in circles and make a paper kite of your life so be it, but I will NOT be a part and get tangled. Today I am taking a stand! 

After goes on doesn't it?


  1. This was a good intro! But I have to admit. I'm pretty scared!

  2. OMW seriously I feel like this all the time. Esp. with friends. Is that awful?!?!